Short reflections, random musings, and moments that made me pause.
Right now I am putting together an outline for a possible book that I want to write (well techically I have started writing it but only the first chapter). The route I want to take: Make it from the perspective of an abnormal person (more than abnormal, currently the character we are following has killed his mother). And I want this book to display symptoms of personality disorders but I will never explicity confirm if he has any, or more so I want the audience to interpret the character as they wish. And also because I can't actually diagnose because I don't have the credentials (right now). But I want this book to help more people understand the inner workings of a mind that is different from the "norm" and to also show that even though someone may have a different mind, they are still human and deserve empathy and understanding. That may sound crazy but I think it a good way to have more exposure on mental health and for people to begin to understand others and that everyone is truly different. That's all for now, peace out.
The semester is offically over! Going into my junior year of college is surreal, and I feel old (even though I'm not). But in retrospect it is strange that I am halfway through my degree.
Mind is blank. But we strive through it...
Hello! I'm giving myself the time to write finally, so here's the update: The start of the semester is great (sorta); I love my classes and I am really grateful for all of the wonderful professors I have. They truly are passionate about their courses and everytime I sit in their classes I get a wave of thankfulness (is that a word...I hope you know what I mean). Thankful for my education and that I can continue my education. Thankful for all of my teachers and professors for instilling the passion of learning in me. And thankful for waking up to continue this burning passion. Thank you for reading my TED-Talk.
I had a swell day! At least I think so... I downladed Obsidian (some sort of note-taking/writing app) so I have an added layer of privacy. There's also this website called Ellipsus which is a collborative site that allows you to post your writing content and you receive feedback from other writers! They are heavy on not using AI, and I am delighted that someone (and the team) created a platform like this. It's so easy to get inside your head about any writing and sometimes sharing it with people in your life can be terrifying. Creating a type of online space where you might feel comfortable sharing ideas with people that don't know you and will most likely never meet you is quite relieving. Unless someone steals your ideas...
Officially start my 2nd semester for sophomore yr tomorrow! Wish me luck...
Having this website constantly makes me wonder if people actually see any of this. I hope someone finds this. I added another poem under Love and Longing called "Where Love Ends Up." Not my best but I still enjoy it!
I have added another essay and a poem! The essay is my writing tutor philosophy, and the poem is called "Unworthy"! Take a look and have a great day!
So...Happy New Year! My resolution: write more. My issue is that I want to have the "perfect" poem or other writing and that is what is preventing me from actually uploading my work. I have to remember that no matter what, perfection isn't real. All I have to do is write and share my authenticity, because that is what makes my writing mine.
10:30am: I have started my Sophomore year in college. I hope as I am being productive with classes I can allow myself to write more. I honestly don't know why I fell into a slump but it is okay!
Okay at this point I'm dragging my feet...
I finally had the motivation to write a poem yesterday, so I may or may not post that one. I am also considering to submit it to a poetry contest though. Also, taking my adderall during the summer might actually be beneficial (Took it again today after not taking it since school)...
Guys I'm sorry I haven't updated, I had surgery lolol. At some point I will be active on this...
Now I need to write more. I will post more poems soon! Stay cool
Happy Pride! I dont know how to navigate this whole thing. I did get my own domain though!! I need some chocolate now.
I have finally figured how to code this so it looks epic.
Coding my own website is not fun.